Since having visited my husband a couple of weeks ago, I have noticed that my mind is usually in a bad place. Not evil or angry, just ALWAYS missing him. I think the short little visit just made the missing worse.
We talked for a couple of days about me moving down there for until he goes to his duty station, but after running the costs, we just cant afford that large of a move with only two months to gain from it. Then we talked about him coming back to WA to visit for thanksgiving, but he says he has a 500 mile limit to travel on weekend liberty.
Since my visit, all I can think about is how hard the next couple of months are going to be. Our son will be 5 months old when he sees his Dad. Danny hasnt held Grayson since he was a week old. That is just too damn long. Its breaking my heart to see Gray getting bigger and bigger and for Danny to be missing every second of it.
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