Off to Twentynine Palms

Tomorrow, I am heading to Twentynine Palms, Ca to visit my husband for the weekend and I am happy and dreading it at the same time.

I am happy because I am going to get to see my husband for two days! We are staying at a hotel in town and are going to spend the weekend enjoying eachothers company. I was originally going to stay on base, but they cancelled my reservations due to construction. I was sort of bummed out, but the important thing is that Danny and I are together.

Im dreading the trip because I am afraid that my son is going to forget me. My parents offered to take care of him during my trip so that I didn't have to try to fly with a two month old. It is very kind of them, but as tomorrow creeps closer, I feel my  breath get short; what if Grayson forgets me? What if he gets sick while I am gone, and I am not there to comfort him? What if my plane crashes and I leave him without a mommy?

So many things make me nervous about leaving him. I have been telling him all week how much his mommy loves him and cuddling him as much as possible.

I love my family more than anything in the world and I feel torn between staying with my son, always, or leaving him for a while so I can see my husband.

Heart issues...

Anyways, I also wanted to share that my husband finally has started school. The school was only supposed to last for 6-8 weeks, but they have recently changed things. He now has to go through three weeks of A+ Certification which is a programming certification. My husband already has it, but they are making him get recertified, which sucks. Grrr. Anyways, this means that he will graduate FRO school on December 20th. Depending on the holiday schedule, he might actually be home for christmas!