The bad news just keeps coming. It seems like nothing turns out how its supposed to. My mom says thats just how life is, but I cant help but think that maybe God is angry with Danny and I. Maybe we aren't living life the way he wants us to, so he is trying to put us on the right path. I need to pray more.
Anyways...
I found out on sunday (during his liberty) that the husbands MOS school is backed up 3-4 weeks. So Danny will be on guard duty at Camp Pendleton for however long it takes for his school to catch up.
Potentially, a whole month more than we anticipated.
A group that I am part of on facebook (Marine Girlfriends/Fiances/Wives) was very supportive when I posted the news. They were equal parts tough and kind. They told me that this is just the way life is from now on. The Marine Corp lifestyle is rough and you just have to get used to it.
I knew life was going to be hard but I still haven't fully accepted it. I hate not knowing what is going on or being able to have input on my own life and marriage. My current attitude makes me wonder if I should have ever given Danny the "okay" to join the USMC. He came to me around Christmas, telling me that he wanted to join, and I told him that I would support him no matter what he chose to do. He chose to join.
Of course, I can't share these thoughts with my husband. I refuse to show him the fear, anger, and loneliness that I feel. I have to be strong for him, merely so that he doesn't spend valuable time worrying about me. He is the one who is doing the hard work and he certainly doesn't need to know that little wifey is at home, wringing her hands in worry.
Oh well...at least I am adaptable. I like having things my way, but if they aren't, I can come to term with them eventually.
In other news: Baby Grays Social Security Card came today! He is now offically a person, according to the US Gov.
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